Cold secrets

I needed a good reason
And you needed a good try
It was something like treason
But I couldn't tell you why

And as our new sun was setting
Behind clouds thick as ice
I found I'm regretting
We had't thought twice

For the bones in the ashes
Are cold to the touch
Besides all our passions
I've told you too much

Deep down where they all lie
The secretes run red
As I try to run by
They pass me up dead

I know it was worth it
I know that we tried
I know I deserved it
I should never have lied

But the secrets aren't hidden
Not here in my soul
I want to be ridden
I want to let go

Because where ever you are
To me, is still home.
Because where ever you are
Is where I want to go

Today's Motivation

I have to do something. I have to change my life. There are too many things I want to do and be for me to be waiting. I need my goals set.. Stop thinking and go after them. No more waiting, damn it. Do it. Get it. Go after it... sure your learning. No there is nothing wrong with where I am. But I want so much more. I need to go after all that I want to be and can be and will be... have to be.

What do I want? More opt... how do I get it?

Credentials? I need more... I have lots...
Jobs... I can do better?

Why? Because I am deciding I can.. stop waiting. Sure things come to you, but you can go after things too. Take it. Tackle it. Be it. Go get it. why not?

Who are you? Who do you want to be? What's holding you back? Nothing.... Good. Get off your lazy ass and get there.

Social? Social can wait. Put in the time, put in the work. Decide. Decide now and go after it now. Why not?

Today is the perfect day. Tomorrow is too. And the next day... who knows about the next day. Maybe the next day you'll be there. Maybe the next day will define you. Maybe... you'll be after something else. Who knows. You know.

Go get it. Life. Take it. It's yours.

Wait.. One more time

What if I told you I'm breaking
My wits falling through at the seems
What if I told you I'm making
My life life less and less what it seems

Where is the strength that beholds me
Where is the courage to bear
Why am I feeling so lonely
Why have all my worries turned fears

Hold on to the roots I am under
Hold on to the wind I befell
Take heed to the what spirits me onward
Take heed that I'm not stopping now

For I see what the path is worth taking
For I see that there will be a cost
I hope that I am not mistaking
I hope that it's not you that I've lost

Please say that you'll wait and you'll wonder
Please say you forgive me again
Look beyond all this pressure we're under
Look beyond all this time till the end

Hold me close till we flee past tomorrow
Hold me close from the fears of our lives
Let me go in the wind we both swallow
Let me go, I'll come back one more time

For through all my mistakes
Through the hearts that I break
Through the soul and wind and the mind
Hold me close, let me go, wait for me, take me slow..
I'll come back one more time
I'll come back..
For you're mine.