Monday, December 9, 2013

The Want and Need

And I want nothing.
And I need nothing.
Yet, i'm fighting for it all.

Hold my hand.
Wipe my tears away.
While I watch you take the fall.

Yes, i'm sorry.
Yes i try.
Yes, i'm sad.
Yes, i'm angry.
Yes, i'm fine.
I swear i'm fine.

Are you excited?
Sure, of coarse.
Are you Happy?
Sure, why not.

Will this fix you?
No, i'm broken.
Will it change you?
It's worth a shot.

And I want nothing.
And I need nothing.
Yet, i'm fighting for it all.

And I love you.
And I love him too.
But, I still love me most of all.

And I want too.
And I want to.
But, it hurts to want it all.
And it hurts to watch you fall.

And it causes scares to open.
And it causes hearts to bleed.
And it makes the mind run circles.
And it runs rampant like disease.

And I'm sorry.
Yes, I'm sorry.
But... yet i will still leave.

i want nothing.
i need nothing.
but I'm begging.
Fix Me Please.