What If....

what if....
I'm screaming.
if I'm sucking for air.

what if...
I'm begging,
for something that's not here.

what if...
I'm lying.
And I've known all along.

what if...
there's nothing,
nothing you did wrong.

what if...
I'm sorry.
and I wish it weren't true.

what if...
I wish.
that I'd do anything for you.

what if...
I know.
You deserve better than me.

what if...
I'll never.
be who you need me to be.

what if...
I'm selfish.
and I'll always choose me.

what if...
this world.
isn't what we think we see.

what if...
it's true.
this is a beautiful life.

what if...
for you.
I should stay and be your wife.

what if...
I can't.
and I must be set free.

what if...
I leave.
I leave only for me.

what if.
what if..
what if...

I've failed you.
I failed you from the start.

what if...
I don't want.
I don't want to break your heart.

what if...
I go.
I go anyway.

what if I'm sorry.
If I wish I could stay.
what if...
what if...

what if I never change.