Believe

Do you believe in God, 

My sweet one?

Do you believe it's all 

Okay?

Bacause I tourched the skies

In heaven

Just to make it stay that way.

Do you believe in love,

My darling?  

Do you believe it

Anyway?

Because the gods above are crying

That your heart was left astray.

Take my hand

I'll be your savior.

Take my heart

We'll run away.

I believe in you,

Dear lover.

I believe you're here 

To stay

Endless Summer

Do you remember sunsets?

Or wild windy days,

When the world gets lost around you

And life whisks you away.

Do you remember summer?

And what seemed like endless days

With starry nights above us

And our thoughts in constant haze.

Because I remember sunsets,

The warm rays upon my face.

I remember starry nights,

And sun kissed green grass days. 

And even when it's cold, dear.

When winter comes to play.

I know I'll see the sunset,

When I look into your face.

For you're my endless summer,

My life in dreamy haze.

You wrap your arms around me,

And the cold just melts away.

Oh, won't you hold me tight dear.

And in your arms, I'll stay.

We'll get lost in it together.

Let life whisk us away.

Dispalced

Can you keep me,

Here...

In this dark sad place.

I'll replace my fear,

With this hollow space.

In a tempered moan,

Minds being erased.

No I can't go home.

Home has been replaced.

What do you mean it's gone. 

Was it ever there?

In the silent yell..

The sound chills my ears.

And I can't stay still

Restless legs entailed 

You're an endless thrill 

I can't live without. 

Hold me softly now 

While I lie awake 

We have gone without

any chance of escape.

I will love you still

But from far away

We'll be better off

In some vacant space.

Vacant oceans
vacant woods.
tiny chances
tiny hopes

Alone in this oasis
Alone and out of place.
Yet the emptiness around us
is filled in our embrace.

Are we lost...
or just displaced.  

Stay in the light

2 million chances

For 2 million tries

I got down to 500

And I stopped asking why 

The light in the tunnel 

was eternally bright

And your eyes were on me

all day and all night.

Touch me once

Little darling 

In the cool summer night

Touch my lips to your finger

Touch your tongue to my thigh

Can you make this forever

Can you make this our life

And do tell me what happens 

When we run out of tries

Because in the oasis 

Where the stars shine so bright 

I forgot about time 

I forgot about fright 

It was you in the darkness 

Beaming down through the the night

And you reached out and tuched me

And you made me alright

Won't you please stay, dear

Won't you stay every night. 

Glas Hands

Can you save me from drowning?
With those heavy hands
made of glass...
Yes, I saw you go down,
saw your fingers as they cracked.

No I never asked you,
asked you to take it all back.
But, as the water fills my lungs, love,
I wish the chance,
it had not passed.

There's no light in your decision,
no peace in your dark task.
You'd rather collect
the shards of anger,
then give me my life back.

So float among the debris,
with the drift wood and the leaves,
I'll be waiting at the bottom
among the sand banks and sea weed.

Can't you just try once,
reach out your heavy hands.
I'm sure it will do nothing,
but at least I'll have a chance.

No, nothing to do.
I swam a few strokes toward you,
but the water,
it ran through.

So, I'll just sink ever slowly,
while you look the other way.
I guess if I'd have moved on,
maybe,
then we'd be okay.

maybe,
yes,
someday.

Something left

Can you feel it 

Something inside you there

A soft beating 

Slight pulse

Hidden deep somewhere 

A lost feeling

You swore you didn't care

Keep breathing 

There's something left somewhere 

Is there meaning? 

Soft skin in open air.

Keep believing 

It's all you got

I swear 

Is it over

No way I see those eyes

Move forward?

Can we break free this time.

No hoping.

Hoping makes you scared.

We're just coping 

Drifting away out there

In some moment 

Fingeres touch my hair

And we know it 

There's something left out there

Yes we know it

There's something left out there 

Yes we know it

There's something left somewhere 

Ashes and Ice

Dissolve me in water

Collect me in ice

It wasn't once that I thawed out

Not once, but twice.

Collect all my ashes 

Set loose in the dirt 

They swirled up around you

And you left them
dispersed

In the wind as it carries

My ashes away

Through fields of bright color

And corridors of gray 

Till at once they did settle

In some distant place 

To be ever forgoten

A memory erased 

Can you still see the quite?

The thoughts ever still 

Left there in a puddle 

Of ashes and silt 

No longer a factor

No longer the case 

But some afterthought, dear

Other time 

Other place

Echoes of Nothing

You, you woke up screaming.

And I, I woke up dead. 

All your words, they 

Filled with meaning, 

As they resounded in my head. 

And the sounds

They faded quickly.

The quite

Filled with dread.

The oscillating fractions

Splitting numbers 

Letters

Ends.

Does this chaos, here

Confine you?

Or does it 

Set you free? 

Because your voice,

It keeps reverberating

Off of you and 

In through me.

And you,

Evoke the question.

And I,

Define the lie.

But Somewhere in the static,

Something in me died.

Some resurrected fiber.

Some arbitrary line.

Nothing short of tragic,

Lingered softly 

Far behind. 

Maybe it means nothing,

Or maybe it means all

But I 

I am fading quickly.

And you

Your screams have stalled.

I hear them in my memory,

Somewhere dark 

And out of time.

I'm grasping 

Ever carefully 

For that last fragmented line. 

It's not about the ending, 

Defining is the start.

For if you truly 

Never loved me...

Then give me back my heart. 

Because death 

Is rather cold, dear.

And I need it's livley beats.

But in the echoes 

Of nothing 

I may soon admit defeat. 

For my body,

It grows tired.

And your throat, 

Your throat is dry.

I guess I just keep praying

For that one 

Fragmented line. 

Maybe you'll stop screaming

And we'll come back to life.  

Liars Creed

Maybe there's a prison 

For the liars's lovers fools 

In a dark sequestered outcove

Deep inside a vacant tomb

And maybe I'll be locked there

In my shabby lies and shades 

Will you feed me through the bars, dear

Touch the dirty hands I gave 

For I swear to god I'm sorry

From my broken torchered soul 

And no I don't deserve you 

But I just can't let you go 

It's so cold and it's so dark here

In the crevasse of my mind 

But with a tiny spark, dear

You could bring a whole new light 

So shackle me to your bed

And I promise I will stay 

You can hold me there forever

I am given, I'm your slave 

And you won't find me wanting 

I've been hunting far to long

Its time to lay my head down

Soft against your waiting arm 

Please forgive me

I will love you

I do love you all the same 

I'm a weak and distant soul, dear

But someday I'll become sane 

Won't you hold in your arms now

Let me hear your beating heart 

I feel it deep inside me

Don't let me tear us apart 

Starship

satellites and starships
feel the confidence of night
I can feel you move so close to me
I can feel you in my mind

you are more than just a vision
more than solid
more than glass
and I can't explain this penitence
that sweeps over me at last

I may sway in winds unworthy
in confidence uncast
I may have been on other ships
in seas with darker mast

but here aboard your starship
is the comfort
I am home
please just hold me closer
let me stay here
I'm your own

your eyes with so much darkness
looking deeper
seeing past
crack a smile
tell a story
won't you be mine at last

no bright silence
no dark corners
i'm a secret
i'm a sin
but if you move your mountains
I just might let you in

Current

Can you feel it

Burning bright

Deep dark currents 

Blinding light 

Can you taste it

Running through 

Out of me

And into you 

I can see now 

Motion past 

Every shudder 

Every gasp 

All emotion 

Kills the pain

Deeper currents 

Self restraint 

Fraught with envy 

Fraught with voice 

Feel the power

Make the choice 

Is it in you? 

Is it in me? 

What's the color.. 

What will be? 

Soundless echos 

Crying out

See the lighting 

Feel the shout 

Timeless buring 

Endless fall 

Are we still standing 

Or must we crawl 

Through the darkness

Through the light 

Hold me closer 

Make me alright 

Somewhere

Kindest circles

Darkest dreams

And yes you say it

But what's it mean

And as I look 

Into your eyes

Is this real

Or some disguise 

What's the verdict 

What's the call

Will you catch me

Or watch me fall

Sometimes darkness 

Sometimes light 

Sometimes shadows 

Sometimes fright 

Can you feel it 

Tension strapped

Are you with me

Or have you gone back 

Not my question 

Not my call

I'll keep listening 

To hear them all 

Maybe somewhere 

In the breeze 

I'll find your answer

Lives in me 

Entwined

You belong on fire
and your only system died
with the pain of your desire
in the flecks left in your eyes

oh see it there so sweetly
through the darkness of the night
light the flame inside the tunnel
in the shadows burning bright

is it pain or is it pleasure
can you hear the vital call
cut short all your endeavors
you're about to take the fall

to the depths of mal creation
past the writings on the wall
can you feel the deep sensation
of the loudly moaning call

oh speak softly now, dear lover.
move slow and close and free
let all that inspiration
move from you now into me

like friction on the planet
creating orbit, catching light
it might ride us of our sadness
and relieve us of our plight

hold tighter now
inside me
you are warm
and wet and new

your eyes can see beyond
what is me and what is you

deep correlating vessels
ships at harbor side by side
as the current sweeps beneath us
and the wind lets us take flight

won't you stay here with me
be my mountain
be my light
everything is better
when I'm entwined in your mind.

Spark

And you caught me on fire

With your slowly burning flame

Embers of desire 

Banked and dark 

But still untamed 

Please fall away forever 

Or come after

Burning hot 

I see though in your endevore 

Because never's all you got 

And pillows simmer sadness 

Smoke and dust to rise above 

Can you see it in the ashes 

What maybe once was love 

Or is there still a kindle 

A tiny light 

A hint of spark 

That might catch apon the embers 

And etch it's tiny mark 

Because the heat still hides within me

And I see it in your face 

There are sufficient pockets 

Where a spark might still escape 

So I tend it oh so gently 

And I wait so patiently 

For that flicker of desire

To once again alight on me 

Whole picture

Twisted planet prospecting 

In Isometric domes 

The revelry of processing

A slightly shifting scope 

Can poison change the balance 

Of irony and hope

The differential sequence 

Of what we want 

And what we know

Seven times the morphine 

In seven acher homes 

No remedy for memories

No cure for thoughts bestowed 

And damn it in great confidence 

That you are here alone

In vibrating illusions 

Of sanity let go 

Divide it in the fractions

Reduce it in the whole 

Pixilate the segments 

That flex and bend and sow 

A picture unfamiliar 

From things that were forgot

Remember what you wanted 

What you needed was for not

shards

Tiny pieces,
fragments
shards.

cracks and crevices
inches
yards.

watch your feet
don't tread to far
you might get stuck
with a tiny scar

no skin too thick
no wound to deep
tiny lies
begin to seep

cover up
the bandage stained
hide the crime
with deeper shame

fabric,
cotton,
soiled scarves.

hide the wound
but not for long.

try and try
but can't move on.

tiny pieces,
fragments,
scars.

swept away
but never gone.

The whole picture

Mythical lines of reason

Sharp strokes and slopping curves

Ink caught in treason

Fanning lines that seem obscured

Watch the hand that strokes

All the depth in missing space 

See the lines up close

Brush strokes we must erase 

Maybe lines too bold

Maybe some misplaced 

But the picture we behold

Is of slippery molding grace  

Catch the tail end of the sketch

It's a mirror, it's a face 

Can you see the picture yet? 

Or is it fading away... 

Fast shades and fading time

No way to hit rewind

Fill in what's been unscathed 

Replace what's left behind 

Make clean

Wake me up screaming 

Tell me how I did you wrong

I deserve you're mal opinion

I deserve you're twisted song 

Cut in deep and twist 

See the blood poor through the hole

There's a clattering of ribs

Smash the heart 

And rake the soul

All this silence 

Petrifying 

Just ice, just ice cold 

Antifreeze and Mercury 

Start the frost 

And let it role 

I can't hear you

You are sorry

Don't say what you don't mean

It's a bag over my head

Suffocating my dieing scream 

Is there something...

Some small comfort 

Any way to let it go

To start over 

To be lovers 

Made anew with bandages holes

Or are we lost

And gone forever 

In the seas of dirty lies 

No fresh water 

Nothing clean 

Too far gone to see the light 

Oh I'm sorry

I'll be shinny 

I'll be shinny once again 

Get the pledge 

Dust the garnish 

Wipe me off and let me in

It's you're choice if we end 

Elephant

Do you want me? 

Here I am. 

See my fading 

In and out.

Aperition,

Dented light.

Nothing solid,

Out of sight.

Is it worth it? 

Where's your mind?

All this worry,

My eyes blind.

To the noise of quite thoughts, 

While the elephant steals a spot.

Don't you feel him?

In the room.

Fading me out,

Masking you. 

Is he just too cumbersome? 

Aperition...

I am gone. 

All that I can do

vanishing depths of my cerebral mind
and you caught me drowning in borrowed time
what was once yours and what will be mine
can't be quite right in this state of sublime

maybe its too late to apologize
maybe what you want is the truth
maybe its all that I can do
maybe it's all that I can do
maybe it'll never be you
or maybe it has too
maybe that's all that I can do

circuits and rhythms and quiet space
I scream and my screams become interlaced
here in the dark gone without a trace
we run and we run to keep up the pace

maybe it's too late to antagonize
maybe what you want is a lie
maybe it's all that I can do
maybe it's all that I can do
maybe it has to be you
maybe that is what's true
maybe that's all that I can do

noise all the noise surrounding me
in the idle quite that's all I'll ever be
in the dense branches of the tallest tree
lies the subtle dark secrets we'll never see

maybe it's too late to revitalize
maybe what you want is what's kept inside
maybe it's all that I can do
maybe it's all that I can do
maybe it's meant to be you
maybe I'm sure of it, too
maybe that's all I can do