Personal Dilemma

Hide your confidence in madness
your arrogance in pride
your innocence was savage
your heart a para-dime

Oh, hold your mind provocative
in ding, lasting spills
of eliminating challenges
and aromatic thrills

Don't you take it all back
nothing buried nothing bold
give your triumphant gladness
a reason to unfold

A chance to dance
on remnants
on undulating thrills
a reason for bereavement
on slowing fading wills

oh, give in now
your confidence
it brimmed over the edge
and seem instead
for consequence
of all you left undead

Indescrepencies

There are minor indescrepencies

Pulsing through my veins

And when I come across them

My mind, it starts to change

Sometimes they are willing

Sometimes they are kind

But they're

They're destructive 

They leave me feeling blind

Like I'm swimming in the ocean

The waves around me calm

Then a sudden commotion 

Makes everything feel wrong 

And maybe I am drowning 

And maybe I'm just fine 

But either way, 

I'm sinking 

I'm running out of time 

There are minor indescrepencies 

They saturate my life

What looks to me so concrete 

Decomposes in the light 

And my hands are dirty 

With sins I will repeat 

The light reveals the spoils

Of what lies underneath 

There are minor indescrepencies 

They're making me insane 

I want so much to smash them

But they are part of my brain