Today, I am wrong.

I am anxious
obvious
nervous
unprepared

I am obsessive
grinding finger nails
into soft skin

I am disillusioned
seeing mass
in places nowhere to be found

I am restless
seeking adventures
far and wide

I am difficult
I am scared
I am still figuring
who I am
out

I am not perfect,
Today.
I am not perfect,
Everyday.

Today,
I am sad.
Today,
I am squirming
inside out
raw
exposed.

Today,
I am heartbroken.
Today.

Yesterday,
I guess
I thought
You'd love me anyway....

Today,
I guess
I was wrong.

Alibi

I can see
that God's your alibi
but, I always wondered
why?
you walk around
as if you committed
a crime.
as if you have
something to hide.