I guess maybe being someone
more forceful,
more decisive,
more get out my my damn way,
more do what I tell you to do,
more I don't give a fuck,
more no, and move on,
more yes, but only when I really mean it,
more this isn't about me,
more this isn't about you,
more thank you without the please
more just do it and less apologies,
more angst,
more down-to-earth,
more charismatic,
more superficial,
more in your face,
more don't you stop until I tell you to stop,
more, this conversation will go how I want it to go,
more able to lie,
more able to smile anyway,
more, you come to me,
more
more
more
somebody...
and
less
less me,
more...
maybe that would help.