Monday, April 27, 2026

Memory

Today feels like a memory
I can see it in my mind...
the wind flowing through the windows
no sense of space or time

Arm hanging out the window
sun-kissed skin and open air
the green rolling landscape
the rustle of my hair

You reach for my hand 
as the music plays across the scene
I can almost see the notes
It's like living in a dream

Maybe I'll remember how this feels 
like it was a present time
somehow in my present
It's a memory in my mind

a scene played with the credits
as they drive off into the sun
nowhere that they need to be
Just two bandits on the run


Friday, April 24, 2026

Ghost

I don't want to know the ending
You're afraid to see the start
I am into just pretrnding
You're exactly who you are

Kiss me like I am the last woman on earth
Like your very breath can't keep you from wanting me
just me
endlessly

Love me like I mean something to you
even if your heart is breaking
even if it isn't true
Sometimes I want the picture
to imagine what it means
not knowing all the feelings
It is nicer than it seems

Touch me like you can't stop
like my skin is made of glass
And you are starving for sunlight
You don't even have to ask

I know that I mean nothing
But, can't you just pretend
in this moment, in this hour
that I am precious in your hands

Kiss me like I am the last woman on earth
Like your very breath can't keep you from wanting me
just me
endlessly

It's a racecar on the speedway,
it's the last star in the sky
moving so damn quickly.
so exclusive by and by

Oh, I know it's just an essence
an idea
a design 
nothing permanent or magic
just a glimpse in space and time
But, god, if it's not tragic
If I didn't want it all the same
to feel loved, to feel desired
to feel wanted and feel claimed

Now you're staring out the window
watching cars go by
seeking someone, someday, somewhere
that can give you the whole sky

not a flicker
not a sparkle
not a moment lost to time
not a memory
or a reverb 
or a treacherous goodbye

Kiss me like you mean it 
Like, I am the last woman on earth
Like your very breath can't keep you from wanting me
just me
Like you see all of my worth

Like you don't know I'm pretending
that my shadow holds you close
that this love is not a memory
and you're not living with a ghost