...

i'm awake and i'm angry
and
 i'm crying out to you
i'm awake and i'm tired
and
 i'm not sure what to do
because
you told me
 you would be here
because
you told me
 you were real
now i lie here
in my nightmare
 now i'm not sure how to feel
now the night clouds in around me
and somehow your in my space
 now i'm sure i see your face
but i'm hoping
and i'm praying
that you did get your escape

 so i hope you know
*i'm sorry*
 so i hope you know
*i care*
and the reason that i'm breathing
is because your presence
is my air.

i'm awake
 and i'm angry
i'm angry...
  not with you.
i'm awake
 and i'm angry...
for what this world has put you through
i'm awake
 and i'm angry
and i don't know what to do