The chaos that controls my wild indiscreet mind sends shatters of strong wind sharply stuttering through the essence of my bones.
I can't describe this inner turmoil, these breaking, breathing, increments that cause my heart to leap and turn and ultimately shut down..
Nonsensical feelings of remorse and unease, that set all passions beneath my wavering fingers aloft as I fight iron with irony and hesitation with haste.
Awe, but alas, in a the dark felt shadow that looms upon my soul.. I see light, somewhere.. Far... Beyond my relm of disbelief. It's casting strings of beams of fire, burning the path of flames across that deep dark fog that hangs ever above my willingness and need to be loved... And to give love.
For I am no messenger of great sort, no receiver of heed. I turn angst into agony, and leave before I feel I will bleed.. And yet, here you are.. Like a. Cold cut wrench deep in me.. You make my song ring though the iron lungs that lock it in the harth of the deepest confines of all my secretes kept.
And above it all.. Beyond what I have ever known or felt to cease to see.
I find...
I miss you, and frankly, that is very new to me.
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