Darling

o You take me in this moment.
Wash me, darling, make me clean.
For I'm tarnished and I'm broken,
though these scars remain unseen.

I don't deserve you,
all your kindness.
I'm full of bitterness and doubt.
And I wish to love you wholly...
but you're always left without.

How I long to be so normal,
to except such a good thing.
My dreams are bigger than my body,
and they take control of me.

I want to believe in all the love songs,
and say you are all I need.
But I'm a greedy little creature,
and instead it's everything.

I want time and I want freedom.
I want love and I want pain.
I need excitement and fulfillment,
climb the mountain,
climb again.

I can't stop and I can't settle.
Sitting still just makes me scream.
How I wish that I were different.
Then I could be your everything..

I should have given you a warning.
Darling, please... just don't love me.