When will it be

I would like to lie here
completely content
when will it be
when will it be again

sun rays in the window
wind across my face
fingers on my back
heart in a safe place

when will it be
when will it be

5 seconds
10 seconds
3 seconds more

glance slips sideways
to the open door

when will it be
when will it be

hand held so tightly
once a comfort
then a crutch
now a prison
too too much

when will it be
when will it be

when will it be again