The Turn Is Mine

Am I confused?
you ask
condescendingly
maybe
no

The answer is no
for once
I know
I know what
I want

It won't be reciprocated
It won't be convenient
It will shock you
out of character
decision
me?
Who is this?

Get out of my way
give me a kiss
Here's my hand
flush of queens
I don't know, yet
If they win
or loose
in this type of game

Deal your deck
I always let you
no no no
I know this time
I know this time

the turn is mine
the turn is mine