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Is it better to be loved,

Or to be desired?

What if I want both...

I'm sitting here by myself

tired of the line

between who 

I'm supposed to be

and who I am

Who I want to be

and who I'm not

I have so much to give

and too much to take

I can't forgive myself

for my mistakes

But, I'd give it all away 

for a single day 

of feeling fully found 

even when I'm trying 

desperately 

to run away